Another moodswing

I fwwl as if i’m really lonely. Just because i’ve been under so much pressure recently, i have very little money and at times with groups of people i feel easily forgotten or like i’m not wanted. 
Is it selfish to say that i want somebody to make me feel special? A text out of the blue to hang out cause they genuinely want to see me? I don’t know, i think it’s like some pathetic fallacy going on or one of those ‘how can you be in a crowded room and yet still feel lonely.’
I feel shit, I feel lonely, I had my first whitey last night, i hate most things again. love is overrated and so are most things. Can somebody just make me feel like they’ve thought about me today?   

Sunday May 5 @ 10:28am
Sunday May 5 @ 12:47am
  • Armenia: [singing] Should I live should I die without your love?
  • Graham Norton: You should leave.
Sunday May 5 @ 12:35am
so cute :3

so cute :3

Sunday May 5 @ 12:34am
Saturday May 5 @ 06:26pm
Saturday May 5 @ 12:06am
In the library feeling morbid as fuck.

and i’m hungry bring me food plz. 

Thursday May 5 @ 03:46pm
On a side note; Photos from my performance on Tuesday!

Thursday May 5 @ 01:24pm
With some people I don’t feel right.

I feel as if i’m a bit of a tag along and that people just put up with me because i’m there. I feel a little disheartened because of that and it’s been getting on my mind. I just feel like nobody directly wants to just text me to hang our or something because they think i’m weird or something. Recently i’ve been feeling like I should just dye my hair and tone things down a little just go a can reach a close bond with some people. Most of my friends are leaving me and i can’t really cope with that. I know I have other friends and stuff but I can’t help feeling lonely, especially when i get ditched for plans which I always do. 

I want to share myself with people and for them to do it back. create that close bond that i would love to have more than anything, cause lately i just feel like something is missing. like i’m not whole. 

Thursday May 5 @ 01:21pm
Thursday May 5 @ 01:17pm
playing death metal whilst i hear becca orgasm

trololololololololololololol

Wednesday May 5 @ 09:11pm
so much want

There is a theater company in my uni called FemBot and i desperately want to be a part of it :(
even the members work along is so empowering it makes me want to create work that is autobiographical like that in some sense. 

Wednesday May 5 @ 09:04pm
superseventies:

Debbie Harry

superseventies:

Debbie Harry

Wednesday May 5 @ 08:24pm

That performance fucked me up :(
I feel a little lonely now actually 

Wednesday May 5 @ 08:20pm

Wednesday May 5 @ 07:57pm
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